A new year, a new decade and a new life?
I'm not feeling the same positive feelings about 2010 that I felt about 2009 but I'm looking at that as a good sign of change. Every year my perspective on life changes. Parts of my views and understandings of life are constantly dying and being replaced with new outlooks and perspectives. Often times it's sad and hard as they change because it involves letting go of ideas and ideals that I once treasured. Usually they are replaced with something more beautiful, but sometimes I'm not sure whether or not they are better and that is challenging. I don't know or understand what is changing inside me these days. Sometimes changes are like trying to get out of a jail cell with a metal file but other times they're like flipping universes. The current changes I think fall into the former category, but I think (and hope) the bars are down to mere millimetres.
To a blessed 2010 full of life and love! :)